Friday, March 24, 2017

Beta testing DQ1 Remake Build 2.20 now

I currently have a lot of beta testing for Build 2.20 of DQ1 Remake I'm doing now, and while I don't have half s much unfinished content to worry about like I did before, I need to test the following:

Play Balance: Catilin, much like in the original game and DQ3, is the shopping mall of my world, and you can get some excellent gear, some of which is but a step or two down from some of the best gear in the game, so I'm going to have to make sure play balance isn't set to make things too easy or hard regardless of your equipment.

Scripting: I have a considerable amount of game events that revolve around scripts in this build, and I have to make sure none of them are broken.

Next build preparations: In the next build, I plan to make the normal route of the game beatable as well as completely unlock the bonus dungeon and true ending route, Certain IRL events have made progress slow, but I hope to get on with it because I really want to finish this sooner or later.

Optimization: Some of my maps are getting tweaks to fix speed issues, have recently tweaked Catilin to use a smaller overall map size without losing any details, plan to do the same to other maps.

Consistency: In my continuing quest to make sure WYSIWYG (What You See Is What You Get), I'm tweaking all maps to continue to have visual consistency when changing areas.

Saturday, March 18, 2017

I just discovered there are a bunch of crazed lunatics who think drinking industrial solvents cures autism

Before I address the main topic of this post, I just want to get something about autism out of the way first.

I have it. I live with it every day, and while it's very crippling in many ways, I know there is no cure for it and it will be with me til the day I die, and I accept that.

But there is nothing that would make me think in a million years that I could cure myself by drinking bleach or gasoline. If I wanted to kill myself, those would be effective means of doing so, but they are NOT sane medicinal solutions for a developmental disorder.

For starters, bleach is an incredibly powerful chemical used for cleaning. Some forms of bleach are indeed used in medical fields like dentistry to whiten teeth, but they are not intended to be ingested orally, merely used as a passive tooth whitener. Some forms of bleach are used for food preparation, like flour whitening, but this is again a passive use of bleach and the active components of the bleaching are generally removed from the final product to make the flour safe for baking and human consumption.

Past this, there is no legitimate reason anyone should drink bleach to cure any medical problem. The bond it forms with cells is so strong it generally kills most on mere contact by destroying the cell membrane with it's sheer corrosiveness. This is which bleach is used as an external disinfectant, and generally why you aren't supposed to drink it, because it does not discriminate between microbial bacteria and viruses and healthy human cells.

So, for the deranged loons out there who think you can cleanse yourself by drinking bleach, all you are doing is killing yourselves and telling yourself the garbage that comes out of your rectal canal and urine when you do this is purging infection.

No, you aren't. You are abrading away the internals of your body, which will leads to illness, internal bleeding, and death.

As for drinking gas, that's just as bad if not worse. It also can be used to break up oil products like bleach, and is not meant to be taken internally because, like bleach, it has extremely nasty corrosive properties that will kill healthy cell material.

I write this because, to my horror, I have discovered there are insane cults devoted to this madness like the "Church of Genesis II" who peddle this crazy poison called Mineral Miracle Solution, which is essentially industrial bleach these fools are not only killing themselves with, these monsters want to give it to children to cure autism, which it can't do.

It will certainly kill those children and/or leave them greatly crippled mentally and physically though.

In short, as an admitted autisitc, these people are insane. They cannot cure autistics of any age of anything.

Except the ability to keep breathing.

Sunday, March 12, 2017

Oliver D. Smith, this is an appeal to common sense: Quit risking prison time over internet shit. (repost)

Reposted because I'm being targeted for harassment and blackmail by Oliver D Smith, Donald Carlos Seoane, and the rest of their terrorist friends. Original posted on 10/22/2016 here:

Oliver, I recently caught you very stupidly editing comments on Wordpress to frame Micheal Coombs as a violent maniac, and if I have to, I will ask Wordpress Staff if I can release the full emails we had to prove I handed them more than enough information to prove you were foolish enough to attempt a felony and plaster them all over my blog.

That out of the way, look, I get it. You hate a lot of people for a lot of reasons, and it makes you feel better to write lolworthy hit blogs on them try to shame and dox them, and while I don't understand why you can't act like an adult, fine, do what you have to do, I don't give enough of a shit to stop you.

However, I'm going to draw the line in the legal sand here. Cross it, and I will stop at nothing to see you charged and imprisoned if you do the following:

1. Commit a criminal act against myself that goes beyond mere civil defamation of my public internet identity.
2. Incite someone else to commit a criminal act against me, my friends, my family, or anyone else as an attempt to lash out at me.
3. You are provably guilty of committing any criminal offense for which I have proof I can give to the authorities for which the act can be acted on and dealt with.

My own personal safety out of the way, and that of others as well, I don't care about your piss poor attempts to ruin my reputation. Hell, I laugh at them, and if anything I feel pity for you, being so full of malice and immaturity you have to fling your toys out of the pram instead of growing up and moving on with your life, and I pray you will one day outgrow this behavior, if only because you are still a young man, and I'd hope you'd rather not have such a shit reputation on the internet you can never escape it, nor do I want to see you imprisoned because I would regret if you had to spend your finest years behind bars for committing a crime.

With that said, you are being incredibly foolish. Multiple sites can track you by your ISP activity, and your constant sockpuppeting is no defense against this. You constantly spew threats of assault and murder at your enemies, for which any of them can have you charged with intent to cause them harm, should they be inclined. They can also submit civil cases against defamation against you at any time, and the only reason I choose not to is because your pitiful lashing out is more pathetic than troublesome to me, and as someone who was, to my regret, not much more mature at one point of his life, I understand you have not matured beyond 6-10 years of age like I did and thus you apparently are unaware of more mature things you could redirect your misdirected anger into that are more productive and worthwhile to society, so unless I see you perform a criminal act I can report to any appropriate authority, I could care less about your attempts to piss on my reputation with screeds so unhinged I seriously wonder if you don't need to be put under psychiatric treatment.

But make no mistake: You commit a crime of any sort or any act beyond just generic lashing out at me or anyone else because you can't grow up that you can be held legally liable, I will report you to whomever I must, because if you can't learn to grow up on your own, then either a psychiatric facility or a prison will have to fill in those blanks for you. 

Oliver Smith sent me this buttmad in my comments (repost)

Reposted because I'm being targeted for harassment and blackmail by Oliver D Smith, Donald Carlos Seoane, and the rest of their terrorist friends. Original posted on 10/18/2016 here:

I have comment moderation on my blog, because I figured Oliver would abuse them to send me spam and other nonsense like harassment and threats:

He did not disappoint:

(his messages in italics) Sick pervert. on Message to Oliver Smith: I have no intention of granting you a forum

I'll be sure to put all your dirty Hentai porn posts on a wordpress named gethn7 to expose your perversions. You're a fake moral crusader. on Keijo!!!!!! - The Anime that Kotaku Spilled Spaghetti Over And My Rebuttal

You're obsessed with morality when you have none. I've been going through your internet history. You're into Hentai porn [I have webpage captures], and other degeneracy, yet pretend to be some sort of Christian commentating about morality everywhere. True Christians aren't perverts who like at porn like you. on Keijo!!!!!! - The Anime that Kotaku Spilled Spaghetti Over And My Rebuttal

LOL Oliver.....just.........LOL. 
Now if you'll excuse me, I'm going to get a cup to drink your tears with.

Message to Oliver Smith: I have no intention of granting you a forum (repost)

Reposted because I'm being targeted for harassment and blackmail by Oliver D Smith, Donald Carlos Seoane, and the rest of their terrorist friends. Original posted on 9/16/2016 here:

Recently, Oliver "Atlantid" Smith left me a whiny message in reply to my earlier post here calling him out claiming I was BSing and that I was dead wrong.

He's full of it, but even if he wasn't, I want to make something crystal clear to Oliver:

Fuck off. You are one of the very rare people I plan to purposely deny a forum to bitch at me anywhere I have the power to do so. I've even let Nate Spidgewood spew his crazy at me, but I have no intention of letting you do the same for one reason, you decided to drag innocent people into your battles.

I had no quarrel with you until you decided to bullshit on my wiki about shit I was around to know you lied about, and you did it just to win a pointless argument, then you lashed out at me when I called you out, then you decided to make innocent people suffer by vandalizing All The Tropes when I made it clear I wanted you to piss off and leave us be.

So, Oliver, let me make this as blunt as possible:I will do everything in my power to deny you a forum whenever I have the power to do so (unless you are willing to apologize for your actions) because you dragged me and my friends into your shit then you attacked a place where people had no interest in your crap gathered because you couldn't take being rebuked, and I consider you lower than shit for that, so if you post here (unless it's to apologize), I'm removing it. I've already gotten in touch with Wikia and Miraheze over your crap, so they are wary of any other crap you might try to further pull, and insofar as I can put a stop to your childish ways, I intend to do so to fullest extent I am legally capable.

Again, I never had any quarrel with you until you dragged uninvolved innocents into your crap, but now that you have earned my contempt, you will never be using any area where I have influence as a place to harass others. 

Oliver D. Smith tries to attack me again, for being a Chrisitan who has looked at porn, and my rebuttal (repost)

Reposted because I'm being targeted for harassment and blackmail by Oliver D Smith, Donald Carlos Seoane, Samuel Collingwood "Vordrak" Smith, and the rest of their terrorist friends. Original posted on 10/17/2016 here:

Oliver D. Smith, a sadly hate filled young man I've covered here before, has recently found it appropriate to try dirtying my name by, LE GASP, telling the world I've seen pornography, even though I'm an open and admitted Christian.

On that subject, I'm a rather liberal version of a Christian. My personal ethics can be summed up with this anecdote:

A pastor once told his congregation: "Fifty kids died in a bush crash in Nigeria today, and I bet none of you give a shit."

He pauses, then adds "And I bet you are more upset I said "shit", then about those dead kids".

In short, I try to live my life in accordance with the general principles of my faith, which are to love another as I would myself, show forgiveness to my enemies, and generally try to refrain from leading another to sin against me because of my own.

Some of my own actions are far from lily white and pure, and I do not deny that, I've used profanity, I've lied, I've cheated, I've held lust and anger in my heart, and I've done lots and lots of other things that the Bible says a lot of very, very bad things about.

However, God is my only judge in the end. When my time of judgement comes, I will have to answer to him, and that is a matter I know I will have to answer for in His presence.

Regardless, I've stumbled, and I do some things not in accordance with my holy text, but then again, this is the same book that describes God murdering a child to punish a man for adultery, God asking one of his own prophets to cook food over human shit. a massive chapter where Israel and Judah are compared to whores in some of the most perverse language ever recorded, the entire book of Song of Songs, which is the Biblical equivalent to a hardcore porno, to say nothing of all the depictions of genocide, incest, rape, and other horrors.

So, if someone where to use my own holy text against me to shame me for my depravity, I would wonder about the hypocrisy, not only because the book itself has some material for whom the word 'barbaric" is the kindest way to describe some of it contents, but also because the Bible has instructions not to attempt to be the morality police, lest God punish the party who attempted to use his Word as a weapon against his children.

And frankly, I have never hidden the fact I've looked at pornographic material. The X-rated portions of the Bible aside, I have seen all sorts of pornographic material for a variety of reasons (and some I wish I hadn't, but it's too late to turn back the hands of time). I run a site dedicated to various types of media and their writing components, porn is one of the topics that comes up. I've reviewed anime and video games with pornographic content, either because I wanted to evaluate their merits as media or on behalf of others who were interested, and I've seen stuff ranging from vanilla softcore porn pics to gross, pornographic shock videos and images because I've read websites like Encyclopedia Dramatica.

In short, I have nothing I feel shame over, so Oliver, nice try.

That said, I was made aware you decided to attempt smearing me on Reddit (protip: they have a ban on sight order for your nonsense if they see it again), ED (where you tried to write a shitty attack article), and the Lolcow Wiki (where you attempted the same), as well as some revenge blog, which I'm not going to bother to do anything about because, frankly, if it makes you feel better to whine about me publicly despite the fact I have nothing I'm obligated to feel shame for, then do what you have to do, I leave whether what you are doing is right to your own conscience.

In conclusion, I would like to say I pray for you, Oliver. You obviously have a lot of hate and bitterness within you, and I fear, stained as my own soul is with sin, yours is in as much danger if not more, and while I may be no saint, please don't lose yourself to sin as well, as even if I am already damned, I hope you will not follow me on the road to perdition. 

My response to yet another lolcow named Oliver D. Smith crossing my path (repost)

Reposted because I'm being targeted for harassment and blackmail by Oliver D Smith, Donald Carlos Seoane, and the rest of their terrorist friends. Original posted on 7/21/2016 here:

I recently became aware of Oliver D. "Atlantid" Smith trying to use All The Tropes to win ideological arguments by using the page we had on Rightpedia as an attack vector for his pathetic and childish attempt to prove himself right.

I became aware because I'm an avid reader of the Kiwi Farms and keep very close tabs on lolcows whom have crossed over into my own life, of which Smith/Atlantid is one.

For starters, I want to say I utterly deplore his shameless attempt to use All The Tropes to win pointless e-wars, especially against Micheal Coombs, aka Mikemikev, current admin of Rightpedia and former member of the defunct Orain. I have no particular love or hate for any party involved, though I absolutely condemn Smith's attempt to use our wiki to win an e-war against Coombs with his ideological editing, editing I reverted because I was there when Rightpedia was founded, have read their content, and while I don't agree with a lot of it, I am quite convinced it is sincere and that Smith is frankly a fool if he believes it is a parody.

Also, I want to make clear, here and now, that I personally will ban any accounts of his from now on without warning and with prejudice, because ATT is not for children to win slapfights with, and we will not be stalking horses for immature people to be asses on the internet to people they don't like.

I also want to speak up in defense of Michael Suarez, aka JuniusThaddeus of Encyclopedia Dramatica. Oliver Smith has desperately tried to smear and defame Suarez much like he has Coombs, and while Suarez is a noted provocateur, many if not all of Atlantid's more hateful accusations are patent bullshit, and I consider Suarez, at least as a person, to be more honorable, likeable, and definitely less childish than Atlantid, and after becoming aware of a lot of childish propaganda he has uttered on the Lolcow Wiki page for Suarez, I can definitely say the great majority of it is farcical bullshit and that Atlantid has no reason to complain given I find his own actions to be much more childish and spiteful than anything Suarez has done by far.

I have also examined evidence Suarez has compiled on various accounts being tied to Oliver Smith, and I'm greatly convinced the breadcrumb trail is accurate as described and that Smith is indeed the true identity of many if not all of the socks in question.

Honesty compels me to admit Suarez did contact me about this for a third party review of the facts, and I admit I'm somewhat disposed to be sympathetic to Suarez because he has dealt with me in a civil, reasonable, and honorable fashion in the past, but all the evidence was examined with as detached a perspective as possible and I'm convinced of its accuracy of my own recognizance, and I'm quite sure Oliver Smith was the one who tried using my own wiki as part of a childish internet slapfight.

In conclusion, I have nothing but disdain and contempt for Oliver "Atlantid" Smith's shenanigans, and while I freely admit Suarez is no angel by any means, in this case, I can say for sure Oliver Smith is definitely the devil.